Tonight has actually been pretty… hmm.. busy for me.<\/p>\n
I may have a little rant or rave, but its not about anyone tonight but myself.<\/p>\n
So today I went to lunch, afterwards I spent the afternoon with my brother…<\/p>\n
After dinner I departed to go to Bible study, yes it has been a while since I have last went hasn’t it? Not once in July, and in June he took a break (til mid July) and so I would say it is safe to say its been since about… May. That seems like so long ago.<\/p>\n
So I arrived tonight, I was surprised how things have seemingly not changed much. The surroundings and the smells.. mm lots of memories.<\/p>\n
I had that thing happen again.. where I enter a room or a situation.. and I get quiet, and it bugs me. To be honest- it doesn’t really bug me unless I have something to say – the thing that bugs me is that people just automatically assume that I’m quiet and… am just this shut down person who doesn’t talk to .. well really anyone. I think I regret showing up tonight. Not because of the people or anything.. its more of a feeling that I do not belong among the group. I think that I have pinpointed everything down to that, I do not belong among the group.<\/p>\n
After bible study, I went to play basketball with my brother. We only ended up playing like 3 games because we decided to make it a light workout tonight.<\/p>\n
Then Tara came over, she wanted to go bowling with her friends… and took me along for the ride, she is a good friend. Have I said this before? Mmm probably not enough. I ended up beating everyone.. I got 157, the closest person to me had 108. I was just hoping to not get last, and I ended up doing well. Funny little fact, right now its 2:42. Why is that a funny fact? Because the youth\/college age group at Central is called 242. Well.. it is what I think of anyway.<\/p>\n
Then Tara picked out National Treasure to watch among my collection, and she has been watching it for *checks DVD player* a little over 35 minutes now.<\/p>\n
Last night was good too. I got to talk to Tara a lot and vent some small frustrations. Very very minor, but still good to discuss. The truth is not always popular, but it is always right.<\/p>\n
“Our society finds truth too strong a medicine to digest undiluted. In its purest form, truth is not a polite tap on the shoulder; it is a howling reproach. What Moses brought down from Mt. Siani were not suggestions but Ten Commandments” – Ted Koppel<\/p>\n
That’s all for now. Prayer requests anyone?<\/p>\n
Pray Hard, God Bless.<\/p>\n
Ciao<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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