hey<\/p>\n
this is my rant and rave for the simple fact that it bugs me… \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
So do you ever wonder why people talk to you?<\/p>\n
Like Sabrina for one. Why would she talk to me? She has no reason to, except to maybe poke fun at whatever is happening – truth be told : I tried to talk to her.<\/p>\n
Truth : I should have never dated her. Reason? She wasn’t a Christian, it wasn’t something I should have been getting into, it was un-wise for me to do. We learn from our mistakes. After all was said and done – she was changing herself- not because she wanted to, but because of me. That’s not right and it didn’t sit well with me.. If someone is going to come to God, let it be something that I say, or something that sparks an interest for them to pursue His face. Don’t let them pursue my Face, don’t believe in God just so I will go out with you. That’s so… false,.. that’s such an act.<\/p>\n
For anyone who knows the story, we went on a break, and I told her that if in a month or so she felt like she still felt like she wanted to become a Christian we could resume things. Lets just say, nothing like that happened. If anything she formed a hate for me..<\/p>\n
So then months after, I try to talk to her, but she wants nothing to do with me. Even after a boyfriend she had, and lost. I tried to be her friend, but she didn’t want it. So what would you do if every time you went to talk to someone they made like they were too busy for you – or they just didn’t want any part of it? You would stop talking to them and move on. Just as I did.<\/p>\n
So out of the blue, she decides to talk to me, for no reason – no apology for before. No thanks, I’ve been down that road before with others and nothing good ever come of it. I’ve since moved on, and I don’t want her to be a part of my life anymore. <\/p>\n
Kinda like Emily in the sense that we aren’t friends… except Emily was only once a friend.<\/p>\n
So my brothers friend was apparently in a phsche ward. Very fun story we got building here. I don’t feel like posting much else tho.. <\/p>\n
I’ve felt kind-of.. out of it lately. Maybe its from the med’s I am on.. maybe its not. Who knows \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n
Yankees won! Yesterday they had their first comeback game when they were down in the 8th (they were 0-30 in that situation) but they won. And we won again tonight \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
Take care, God Bless<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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