Hey<\/p>\n
Update : music.jshox.com <\/p>\n
So last night I wrote a little bit, and I was on the phone with someone who wants me to put what I wrote for everyone to see.. (because they were nosy and I wouldn’t tell them what I wrote) <\/p>\n
So I agreed…. not sure if its any good but here ya go :<\/p>\n
Save Me<\/p>\n
As the fiery sky sends night plummeting head first
I gaze in awe at the events of my life like
It all seems like a bad film.
And my eyes are glazed over when all I ever wanted was you.
Break me Lord, and take apart my chest, spread my ribcage
Replace this heart of mine.<\/p>\n
I lay upon this grassy hill as the stars above shine brightly
For the doctor has arrived and is ready to operate.
The spreading of the skin, the breaking of myself-
Dusting off the charcoal hands as black fragments fall
The pixie dust – the magic to life spills
And sparkles as it hits the ground
Who knew it was a diamond in the ruff?<\/p>\n
As I hold up my hands I show you my misplaced worth
You smile as you take the hardened heart that is breaking at every touch
You give me anew<\/p>\n
Breathing into my soul, you fuel my desire.
I gasp for air
Breathing in for the first time –
I realize the true desires of my heart.
Nobody can comprehend the gift of Jesus<\/p>\n
What fuels you?
My everyday- my every breath I give to you.
Help me grow deep into your heart.
So that I can live out your will within me.<\/p>\n
Poem by J.A.D. \u00a9 2005
So that’s it! Just felt like writing last night so I did.<\/p>\n
I was surfing the internet.. I came across this – I found it interesting- the implications alone..<\/p>\n
Tara is gone for the weekend… and I took Monday off work because they said they would probably MTO anyway (give mandatory time off.. meaning you go in and they tell you go to home)<\/p>\n
Besides – the way I see it is that any day that I don’t have to wake up at 5 somethin is a good day.<\/p>\n
Yankees Play the RedSox tonight, and Spurs play tomorrow. The sports world should keep it interesting.<\/p>\n
Checked into finical loans today, still waiting to hear back.<\/p>\n
*update* Yankees Beat the RedSox 6-3!<\/p>\n
That’s it for now! Take care, God Bless<\/p>\n
Ciao<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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