Hey<\/p>\n
So its been a few days since I have last posted. I ordered a few old CDs and I got them in today, – I think the newest one was a year or two old… and on that note…<\/p>\n
Update : Music.jshox.com<\/p>\n
If this were a paper I would erase everything and start off : <\/p>\n
Dear Journal<\/p>\n
I haven’t written you in a few days… due to the fact that I am mainly too busy or something like that. But I’m not.. and I didn’t start it that way… so yeah that was pointless… but so if my mentioning that I want it to rain!!<\/p>\n
So my cable internet sometimes disconnects due to the fact that we have a bad modem. That kinda annoys me… well.. lets be real.. it does annoy me.. sometimes more than not.<\/p>\n
So today is Hilary’s Birthday. Be sure to wish her one.. even if you don’t leave me eprops hahaha<\/p>\n
So the more time that goes by the more I want to go to college in Portland, and can’t wait until it happens.<\/p>\n
In an unrelated story : today there was fighting at the family. haha.. drama.. what’s family without drama? its like TNT without the .. uhh.. Playoffs! (TNT is a cable channel for people who have basic TV)<\/p>\n
I went to bed last night at 3:30am. That’s not bad, I was talking to Leah for a few hours. She rocks. I am going to text Tara as soon as I’m done typing up this post… err.. journal entry.. or whatever you want to call it.<\/p>\n
Anything else? The message on suicide today was good… it changed my views a little bit.. I am still going to do some research on my own… ill post more on that in my next entry.<\/p>\n
Oh.. okay.. so I’ve been moving everything out of my room recently because we are getting new carpeting in my Brothers and in my room. Fun? heh.. so on Monday I will have to sleep in the living room.<\/p>\n
So that’s all I want to type up right now.<\/p>\n
Take care, God Bless<\/p>\n
Ciao.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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