{"id":342,"date":"2005-04-20T00:06:00","date_gmt":"2005-04-20T00:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/?p=342"},"modified":"2005-04-20T00:06:00","modified_gmt":"2005-04-20T00:06:00","slug":"342","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2005\/04\/20\/342\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hey<\/p>\n<p>New background.<\/p>\n<p>Finally got the MLB package.. meaning now I can watch all the Yankees games.  Woohoo.<\/p>\n<p>So today&#8230; kinda dragged.  It wasn&#8217;t that fun&#8230; but I thought today would.  The two days that drag the most are Tuesdays and Wednesdays.  But of course..<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t have anything neat or fun to say today.<\/p>\n<p>Faaantastic.<\/p>\n<p>So most of my interesting things comes from conversations.  Oh yeah.. that reminds me.. they finally picked a new Pope.<\/p>\n<p>I had a conversation the other day and it went a little something like this &#8221; (speaking of school) <\/p>\n<p>Why did you go?  Well.. being out of school made me feel like a loser who was doing nothing with his life.  But you know what? If I decided to stay at Sears and work here the rest of my life.. there wouldn&#8217;t be a problem with that. <\/p>\n<p>Two big issues I have been dealing with.  One &#8211; becoming of something &#8211; but not for me (will come back to that) and Two &#8211; living a life of purpose. <\/p>\n<p>One &#8211; To Become something and someone.  What I mean.. when I say becoming of something.. I mean&#8230; well obviously.. nobody wants to have a pointless life and a meaning less job.. and everyone lives for themself&#8230; but who wants that?  &#8230; but you see that&#8217;s the beauty where number Two gets tied in. <\/p>\n<p>Living a life of purpose.  If I am living to the best of my ability &#8230; to show Gods grace in my life.. and letting him guide me through everything then I should be good to go.  If I depend on him, not on the world&#8230; and living for him, I&#8217;m good.. nothing else should matter. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s the struggle with today&#8217;s views of what &#8216;success&#8217; means.  The American world is all about making lots of money, getting a big house and having everything New.  I just want to live for Jesus, nothing more.  As far as making the money and stuff, well you can make little money and be on a strapped income&#8230; Loving the Grace of God in your life, you will appreciate life and small things more than you would if you made the big bucks.  Not to say that I wouldn&#8217;t want to make the big bucks, who wouldn&#8217;t?  But its not a pass fail point for me.  You don&#8217;t need money to equal happiness.  So these are all things I&#8217;ve struggled with, and grown a lot with. <\/p>\n<p>You live up to great values and work towards God rather than money, not worshiping the world, but being a little ahead of the game&#8230; having focus on something Bigger. <\/p>\n<p>So how&#8217;s that for a comment or two?  Maybe? <\/p>\n<p>Take care, God Bless. <\/p>\n<p>Ciao!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hey New background. Finally got the MLB package.. meaning now I can watch all the Yankees games. Woohoo. So today&#8230; kinda dragged. It wasn&#8217;t that fun&#8230; but I thought today would. The two days that drag the most are Tuesdays and Wednesdays. But of course.. I don&#8217;t have anything neat or fun to say today&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-342","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":113,"url":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2004\/01\/22\/113\/","url_meta":{"origin":342,"position":0},"title":"hey everyoneSchool started on Tuesday\u2026","author":"me@jshox.com","date":"January 22, 2004","format":false,"excerpt":"hey everyoneSchool started on Tuesday - Yesterday.I'm a bonafied college student. 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