{"id":302,"date":"2005-02-01T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2005-02-01T10:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/?p=302"},"modified":"2005-02-01T10:00:00","modified_gmt":"2005-02-01T10:00:00","slug":"302","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2005\/02\/01\/302\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Update<\/p>\n<p>http:\/\/poems.jshox.com  &lt;&#8212; 2005 page added<\/p>\n<p>Before you read the first and so far only poem for 05, know that it isnt about anything current.  Sometimes the past is brought up, and it stirs things inside.  I just feel, this is a better poem than I previously wrote 2 years back.  It takes things out &#8211; and keeps things real.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Update http:\/\/poems.jshox.com &lt;&#8212; 2005 page added Before you read the first and so far only poem for 05, know that it isnt about anything current. Sometimes the past is brought up, and it stirs things inside. I just feel, this is a better poem than I previously wrote 2 years back. It takes things out&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-302","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2432,"url":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2003\/10\/03\/32\/","url_meta":{"origin":302,"position":0},"title":"hey - my baby wrote\u2026","author":"me@jshox.com","date":"October 3, 2003","format":false,"excerpt":"hey - my baby wrote me a poem.CobraHis eyes describe a lake in the center of an islandWhen I stare into the eyes,The feeling sweeps over my heart like a sheer lace of joyHis lips are as soft as a baby's skinHis smile melts my heart into a puddleContaining first\u2026","rel":"","context":"Similar post","block_context":{"text":"Similar post","link":""},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":2451,"url":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2003\/09\/10\/11\/","url_meta":{"origin":302,"position":1},"title":"I have a horrid headache..\u2026","author":"me@jshox.com","date":"September 10, 2003","format":false,"excerpt":"I have a horrid headache.. again. 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