{"id":299,"date":"2005-01-28T18:03:00","date_gmt":"2005-01-28T18:03:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/?p=299"},"modified":"2005-01-28T18:03:00","modified_gmt":"2005-01-28T18:03:00","slug":"299","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2005\/01\/28\/299\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>hey<\/p>\n<p>Picked up 2 dvds at Best Buy today, The Cinderella story and the BTTF Trilogy.  I watched the full movie today.. instead of the last 1\/2 hour of it (when I was at Becky&#8217;s house) (The Cinderella movie starring Hilary Duff)  I liked it.  I liked the last 30 minutes of it.. so I figured that I would like the whole thing.  I was right.<\/p>\n<p>Other than that&#8230; I&#8217;m broke.  haha<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know a few different things right now.  I am probably going to search these things during my week off, to see&#8230; what options I have.  I&#8217;m talking about everything from colleges, in and out of state, what would be best.. if any.  What can I work towards?  Should I do certain things&#8230; and what other things should I be cutting out of my life?  Good stuff to think about.. thats for sure.<\/p>\n<p>I want to go to a college.. but I don&#8217;t wanna go to a Coummunity college&#8230;  and even if I were in college.. I still wouldn&#8217;t know what I want to do&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not totally sure if I&#8217;m going to bible study tonight&#8230;. I was thinking about it, but now I&#8217;m not so sure&#8230; it uses lots of gas to go up.. and I gotta make my tank last until next pay check.  Sounds like an excuse.. but thats fine &#8211; take it as you might.<\/p>\n<p>It is funny how I don&#8217;t miss Becky in my life.  I wanted her for 6 months&#8230; I pursued her for six months.  Read it and weap people.. thats a long time.  Then I had her.. and I didn&#8217;t want her.  The more I found out.. the less I felt that crave to know more.  Conclusion : a Dud.  I thank God that he pointed this out.  Very loudly to me.  I had way more feelings for Sabrina than I ever did for her.  I think Becky and I could still be friends, but I don&#8217;t see anything else happening.  I feel very happy&#8230; it makes me look forward to other things.. because It just wasn&#8217;t meant to be between me and her.  Its all part of lifes learning process.<\/p>\n<p>Starting today, all posts are public again.  So if you wanna see anything thats happened.. feel free.<\/p>\n<p>I have nothing to hide.<\/p>\n<p>Take care, God Bless.  Ciao!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>hey Picked up 2 dvds at Best Buy today, The Cinderella story and the BTTF Trilogy. I watched the full movie today.. instead of the last 1\/2 hour of it (when I was at Becky&#8217;s house) (The Cinderella movie starring Hilary Duff) I liked it. I liked the last 30 minutes of it.. so I&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-299","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":135,"url":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2004\/05\/01\/135\/","url_meta":{"origin":299,"position":0},"title":"Hey,Its been a while since\u2026","author":"me@jshox.com","date":"May 1, 2004","format":false,"excerpt":"Hey,Its been a while since I've posted, so I felt like it was time.Nutty fact for the time being : In my own selfish ways I would like the world to end this very instant. 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