I just got the worst news of the night for an ugly guy like myself – Sabrina, is beautiful in every way possible. Oh so attractive in every aspect possible, wonderful personality, and everything about her is great. She is wonderful… a million times too good for me. Why is that bad? Because she deserves better, and what can I possibly offer her? That makes it bad. \ud83d\ude41 guys want someone like her… how long can I keep her happy? \ud83d\ude41 I can almost spell out the end right now because of how great she really is. Oh yeah, pretty good night huh? … I don’t think so *feels sad* Nothing any one is saying is helping. I should lay down….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I just got the worst news of the night for an ugly guy like myself – Sabrina, is beautiful in every way possible. Oh so attractive in every aspect possible, wonderful personality, and everything about her is great. She is wonderful… a million times too good for me. Why is that bad? 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