Hey people… it feels nice to make real posts.. now the thing is to get people to read them hahahaha<\/p>\n
okay okay.. I have some things you all can give me feedback on.. and the finishing touches on the Emily story.<\/p>\n
First the question for the night.. and what I think I’m going to do.. and what other people have said.<\/p>\n
By the way.. I’ve been praying every night… I think its a good thing. And I’ve been Re-learning like books of the bible.. sounds bad I know. I forgot so much… so I’m workin on it, and getting in a habbit of reading the Bible every night. Reminds me of a quote…<\/p>\n
“To remember something.. you just member it.”<\/p>\n
Anyway.. here is my dilemma.. School. I don’t know if I should enroll this semester. I have about 7k worth of debt that I need to pay off.. and I’ll be in the clear.. that would take most likely around 6 months or so for me to get. Then I’ll be at a 0 balance and can finance school at that time. What do you think? So far Ive asked people… I need to ask 3 people. I am basing my decision off of : Katie, Tara, Becky and Laurie. Katie said I should get out of debt first, because I dont know what I’m going to school for. Granted I already have a year under my belt.. but its only of general classes.. and yes.. I do want to be in school. I feel like I’m not doing anything with my life If I’m not in school… but what should I do? I asked 2 people at work… 50\/50… one said you should do both.. work full time and do school.. other person said.. pay it off first.. you’re only 20.<\/p>\n
20. That number haunts me. I’m getting old.. I wanna be in school.. but I also would like to know what I’m going to be doing so I’m not taking classes that I don’t have to take. I’m just praying that it’ll be shown to me where to go.. and what to do. I’m gunna live my life for Christ if its the only thing I accomplish.<\/p>\n
So what should I do?.. what are your thoughts?<\/p>\n
Next.. are the final touches on the Emily saga. Things I didnt mention is … well two things.. she lied to my face when we were aruging.. yeah… and isn’t honest with me. It bugs me.. but she told my parents that i’ve been lieing to her. How? The Sabrina thing…. hah.. oh man. What a joke.<\/p>\n
So she stopped by today while I was asleep…. (funny fact.. she said that I take a long time in the bathroom – while on vacation – longer than her. Yeah.. maybe its true. but when on vacation.. I don’t worry about the water bill. So I take a bath.. then a shower. Its great.. I love it.. its a very relaxing time to start the morning.. but anyway.. she did nothing short of saying that I spend the time to fix my chain. She decides to rip at me at any chance she can.. I don’t understand it.. is this what friendship is about?) Anyway.. thats my little vent. She stopped by while I was asleep and gave my mom back all my stuff (some books and a key that I gave her) and my mom gave her a car key I had of hers…. and she said “yeah its just not going to work out” what a Coward. Complete coward.. you wanna do it.. but then don’t even say it to my face.. wont do any of it to my face… whats your problem???????!??!?!?!?!?! Argh. I’m glad that its over.. but do it to my face you coward. By the way.. I later checked my Email and she sent me an email explaining what she was going to do. Hah.. Its so stupid.. I’m glad… I really am. I have great friends. She use to be.. or once again.. I thought she was… I guess not. For me it seems as tho nothing is ever as it seems.<\/p>\n
So.. I’ve just been focusing on all the blessings that have happened to me lately. Rather than talk and ponder about all the crap that has went on.. it helps. I’ve been singing “blessed be your name” almost all day.<\/p>\n
Thats it for me.. and the end of that story! Picture of the trip!!! Go to 2004.shoxwave.com or click here.<\/p>\n
Take care, God Bless.<\/p>\n
Ciao!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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