I want a fit.<\/p>\n
I’m tired if not being any fit to anyplace anywhere at any given time.<\/p>\n
Jobs. Oh I have come to loathe many a HR departments. Non-responsive and overall not a joy to deal with.<\/p>\n
Needless to say, the job I wanted I didn’t get. I may lose it soon if nothing continues to be the best job I can land.<\/p>\n
So tired of it all. I am heavily applying in places I don’t really want to be. Multiple areas across the country. Again. Maybe this time….?<\/p>\n
At my wits end.<\/p>\n
Help? Please? A sign, a glimpse of hope… do something. Say something… Please? This silence is killing me. This deafening silence could spell the end of me. <\/p>\n
Pray? Oh my.<\/p>\n
Dear Lord, please?<\/p>\n
just Pray<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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