hey<\/p>\n
Silence Is Golden.<\/p>\n
Today was much like yesterday, but about 10 times more fusturating.<\/p>\n
maybe 20.<\/p>\n
“scream, deeper I wanna scream.. I want you to hear me…. <\/p>\n
I want you find me.<\/p>\n
Cuz’ I……….<\/p>\n
I want to BELIEVE….. <\/p>\n
but I all I pray Is wrong.. and all I claim is gone.<\/p>\n
and I…………………………………………..<\/p>\n
I gotta question.<\/p>\n
I gotta question……..<\/p>\n
Where are you?<\/p>\n
Yeah, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I gotta question…. I Gotta question…..<\/p>\n
Where are you?………………..” Hear it by clicking here.<\/p>\n
I love you Lord.<\/p>\n
God Bless. Pray Hard.<\/p>\n
Pray Harder.<\/p>\n
Ciao<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
hey Silence Is Golden. Today was much like yesterday, but about 10 times more fusturating. maybe 20. “scream, deeper I wanna scream.. I want you to hear me…. I want you find me. Cuz’ I………. I want to BELIEVE….. but I all I pray Is wrong.. and all I claim is gone. and I………………………………………….. I…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-164","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1267,"url":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2011\/11\/15\/i-forgot-how\/","url_meta":{"origin":164,"position":0},"title":"I forgot how?!","author":"me@jshox.com","date":"November 15, 2011","format":false,"excerpt":"Haha, so I was just searching all over my admin page as I had momentarily forgotten how to publish a blog via the website! 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