hey,<\/p>\n
Random thought – more recently I’ve been postivie to Arizona and living here. I know why this is, and i’m gunna share it.<\/p>\n
If you dont have time to read the few sentences that I’m going to type, it boils down to I have a busy life, interact with many people, oddly I am very lonley.<\/p>\n
So, how does that play into Arizona? I kinda have this thing where I want to find someone out here. To the point where I almost feel like I should or need to find someone here. Almost to the point where I feel as tho I should not move to Oregon or anywhere if I don’t find anybody.<\/p>\n
More recent than not there has been Becky from 2|4|2 and I admit – I’m guilty of liking her. So I’ve been prayin about it and stuff, turns our she has someone. So what do I do? I actually don’t realize things for what they are. I guess its just not wanting to grasp things.<\/p>\n
Not really hard to understand when I type it out… I am not writing anything out of this story of mine tho. Meaning… I uh… I just am not saying anything is or isnt going to happen, with her, or anyone.<\/p>\n
I’m not really sure why I feel this way, or why I feel like I should tell you all.<\/p>\n
I came to this realization tonight.<\/p>\n
In other news, to fit the mood… My family and I watched Chasing Liberty and Love Actually. I found a good movie – Chasing Liberty; however Love Actually could have been much better… and I was disappointed.<\/p>\n
This is my big deep entry.<\/p>\n
Thats it for me, had to get it out. Love you all<\/p>\n
God Bless, Take Care<\/p>\n
Pray Hard<\/p>\n
Ciao<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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