{"id":1435,"date":"2012-05-20T16:10:37","date_gmt":"2012-05-20T23:10:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.jshox.com\/?p=1435"},"modified":"2012-05-20T16:10:37","modified_gmt":"2012-05-20T23:10:37","slug":"i-feel-like","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2012\/05\/20\/i-feel-like\/","title":{"rendered":"I feel like&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like I don&#8217;t have anything to blog about.<\/p>\n<p>I feel a little like I have been a drone going through the motions day to day.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t like it.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.jshox.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/cncert.png\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-1437\" title=\"cncert\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.jshox.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/cncert.png?resize=1022%2C731\" alt=\"\" width=\"1022\" height=\"731\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jshox.com\/jay\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/cncert.png?w=1022&amp;ssl=1 1022w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jshox.com\/jay\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/cncert.png?resize=300%2C215&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jshox.com\/jay\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/cncert.png?resize=768%2C549&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jshox.com\/jay\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/cncert.png?resize=400%2C286&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jshox.com\/jay\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/cncert.png?resize=600%2C429&amp;ssl=1 600w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jshox.com\/jay\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/cncert.png?resize=900%2C644&amp;ssl=1 900w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1022px) 100vw, 1022px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Tonight I am going to go the event called &#8220;Reflect&#8221;. \u00a0It doesn&#8217;t seem too bad, a night of worship and prayer&#8230;plus it fits my budget.<\/p>\n<p>Speaking of things coming up, it is going to be 110 this week. \u00a0I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s anything out of the ordinary, I just don&#8217;t particularly look forward to it either.<\/p>\n<p>In sports news the Coyotes finally won a game vs the LA Kings. \u00a0The series is now 3 &#8211; 1.<\/p>\n<p>Hmm.. <del>I&#8217;ve been reading a lot more lately.<\/del>\u00a0 Strike that. \u00a0I have been reading a lot more\u00a0consistently\u00a0as of late. \u00a0I like that in this one passage I was reading how God kept telling\u00a0Jerusalem\u00a0that if they would only return to him&#8230; he would not punish them. \u00a0(they didn&#8217;t, go figure.) \u00a0So he took away their water and their food, livestock &#8211; heck you name it and it was gone or ruined. \u00a0After all this you can sense that God was getting a little fustrated\u00a0because\u00a0he said they will meet their maker. \u00a0In the book of Amos, chapter 4 verse 12. \u00a0\u201cTherefore this is what I will do to you, Israel,\u00a0 and because I will do this to you, Israel,\u00a0prepare to meet your God.\u201d \u00a0Can&#8217;t you image this being said with passion? \u00a0Like people say now &#8220;prepare to meet your maker!&#8221; this is pretty much what God was saying. \u00a0How awesome is that? \u00a0For one thing alone, God coined that phrase. \u00a0Kinda cool right?<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, that&#8217;s all I have.<\/p>\n<p>Work is.. work.. kinda makes me feel like a drone. \u00a0Like I said earlier. \u00a0What can you do? \u00a0I try and try.<\/p>\n<p>This past Thursday and Friday were tough. \u00a0I don&#8217;t know why &#8211; but my production has dropped quite a bit. \u00a0It has been a big struggle as of late. \u00a0Not the work, just pushing those numbers with the type of work I continue to get. \u00a0My accounts have been filled with anything from repo&#8217;s to refinances to bankruptcies. \u00a0Yuck. \u00a0Not quick stuff to breeze through.<\/p>\n<p>It is frustrating to say the least.<\/p>\n<p>just Pray.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like I don&#8217;t have anything to blog about. I feel a little like I have been a drone going through the motions day to day. I don&#8217;t like it. Tonight I am going to go the event called &#8220;Reflect&#8221;. \u00a0It doesn&#8217;t seem too bad, a night of worship and prayer&#8230;plus it fits my&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1435","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":308,"url":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2005\/02\/10\/308\/","url_meta":{"origin":1435,"position":0},"title":"Hey.I have to work tomorrow,\u2026","author":"me@jshox.com","date":"February 10, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"Hey.I have to work tomorrow, and its almost 10, and I'm still up.Today, was good I suppose. 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