{"id":1070,"date":"2011-08-15T12:28:42","date_gmt":"2011-08-15T19:28:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/?p=1070"},"modified":"2011-08-15T12:28:42","modified_gmt":"2011-08-15T19:28:42","slug":"1070","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2011\/08\/15\/1070\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hey hey!<\/p>\n<p>Well the markets went crazy the past few days since I had last updated.  Kinda what I expected.  Up 500 points, down 600, up 500.  Craziness.<\/p>\n<p>So on the job front I have some news.   Sears told me they wanted me and then never called me back.  I called them day after day and was told they would call me back to bring me in.  I never received a return call and eventually got tired of waiting around.  I  ended up applying for yet another job at Chase and since then have been offered the job to work for their Help desk.  I would be supporting their Paymentec customers.  It seems like the best offer out of the few recieved.  I&#8217;ve since told both US airways and Stream that I had to decline their offers.  Now I&#8217;m in the free and clear for this job.  It starts on the 29th.<\/p>\n<p>In other job related news&#8230; Brandy was offered a job at IU Health.  I&#8217;m glad for her.  God really came through big, and now she has her foot in the door for other job opportunities that may arise in the future.<\/p>\n<p>In a serious note and without any way to segue into the topic, I&#8217;ve been looking up the conditions of depression.  It seems as if I have been in such a state for a couple months- if not more.<\/p>\n<p>I guess a lot of it started in Gaston.  Then it just kept growing with attempted but ultimately failed attempts at turning things around.  I&#8217;m not really sure what to do.  I think the only other time I felt this way so consistently was when I attended Cascade a few years back.  I know we all go through good and bad times, but it seems really quiet lately when I pray.  I don&#8217;t know what to do.  Sometimes I don&#8217;t feel like I have much of a purpose.  I know things are bad when I start losing my sense of purpose.  I highly doubt the job that I&#8217;ve been offered will help in this area.  A job where I&#8217;ll be lost amongst the multitude.  Sigh<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m really not trying to be negative, in fact I know that I am fortunate to have been offered a job.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway&#8230; Moving on, I will start providing some care to Willie next week and going forward.  Resuming the part time job I had a year or so back.<\/p>\n<p>hmmm, there really hasn&#8217;t been much else going on.  Drug testing and whatnot- nothing crazy interesting.<\/p>\n<p>Until next time.<\/p>\n<p>just Pray.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hey hey! Well the markets went crazy the past few days since I had last updated. Kinda what I expected. 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